我真的觉得我越来越现实了。最近和一些朋友聊天，当他们聊到自己的事或他们的想法，我发现我永远都是那个泼冷水或是给一些现实到不行的意见。

想想回去，以前的我好像不是这样的。以前的我，好歹会和朋友一起陷在当时的状况里一起埋怨，一起发神经或一起自怜。 可是现在我却只给非常理性或解决性的答案。

一方面，我是觉得与其在那自怜自埃倒不如解决问题还来的更有效，可是一方面我又会想，“人家既让找你诉苦，不一定是要有解决的方法阿。可能他只是想找个人听听，认一认同他啊”

我知道啊！可是不知道干吗我就是会将我所想的全说出来。其实有时多多少少我知道我的直接不但没有帮到我的朋友，反而应该还更伤人吧。

咳，难到长久在社会打滚真的会改变一个人吗？

现实，好归好，不过我也想回到有一点不切实际，不管三七二十一，不需要一直计划的人生。

此时此刻，还真是不想长大呢。

back from bangkok….hmm overall its just a plain shopping trip…walk and walk and walk…..VERY tired!!!

had some hiccups with the hotel booking…not a good experience….

food wise, hmm love the Char Siew noodles which 40 and jx brought us to eat…it was plain delicious although it was from a roadside stall….

bought a lot of clothes and accessories…..way much more than wat i bought from Taiwan…but i spend only half of what i did in Taiwan…kekek

although there was riots and all in bkk, we nv really sense anything back there….the thais were really very very friendly, they can just chat with you on the streets and ask if u need any help. you definately wun find this kind of treatment in singapore.

overall, i think i onli like the shopping minus the heat in bkk….wun be going back in short term i guess…hahaha i like taiwan more.

Stuffs that i bought:

lazy to blog the photos….still got more with 40 and huixian….just go to my flickr for the time being…when i have all then i blog.

Bangkok Trip

Going off to BKK….Be back on Mon night

wahahah…..i am so in love with mahjong!!!!

y, you would ask me….wats so fun about MJ?
well, for a start, for ppl like me with nothing to do and no place to go, Mj is a sports(i like to call it a sports) to kill time, work your brain, improve your r/s with your kaki and lastly, win or lose $$$

after not playing Mj for almost 2 weeks, we (MJ kaki: 40&jx, ping, yuanz) decided to play MJ on friday…..

after dinner @ orchard with bin and my sis, went kino to browse through books and bought these 2 books:

火星文傳奇
its about the language that the taiwanese are using now to communicate. quite interesting as some songs are already using this language. haha me being someone who loves taiwan culture would not give it a miss.

有一天啊，寶寶 by 蔡康永

ok this book, is 蔡康永 write for 小S bb de..hahah i at first tot should be just another crappy book…but TV (taiwan) recently keep advertising and i think inside the content quite interesting….so me got to buy and read again….

i really have alot of books haven finish…should realli read finish before buying again… i hope….
lucky meeting kahong there…he got discount for kino hahah save abit of $$$…..

fall in time at 40 house…..yeah!!!!!
played 2 rounds and i won 40 cents!!!!! im damn pissed can!!!!
not over the $$ involved though.

in the first round, won abt 20-30 bucks…..then changes seats….i think it was a sucky seat cos the tiles i get….all is damn far to each other one or all diff color one….or even if i managed to make big big….oso will kena zao by them…
i was just frustrated over the tiles man…..

continued Mj on sat!!! not we gian pua, is nothing to do…so after visiting hui to c bb xavier (he is damn cute can, attempting to climb and all, and fell asleep after so tired playing), we proceed back to 40 house n MJ…

this time, i managed to win $18. lucky cos onli 1 round and my tiles were pretty shun n swee.

oh yah….went ikea today, apparently there is shuttle service from alot of heartland places….yeah can go there even though no transport liao….finally gotten my bookshelf….so happy to c my books all nicely placed on it.

tml is monday again…time to be hardworking and work….4 more days to bkk…..hopefully the situation over there wun get worse….

i think i seriously need Anger Management….

i totally lost my cool todae in the office…..over 1 client……

well thinking back now, i think i could have handle it better…..but i realli cant stand it when ppl just cut me off n shut me out….at the very least let me sae my reasons mah…

haiz..wat to do, clients are clients….

mayb our 八字 buay gum sia……

An evenful day it was yesterdae! And a dae well-spent.

i woke up at 8 plus, yes you heard me. 8 plus on a sat! no, i did not wake yp dat early to go work, i just had an appointment with my trainer at the gym. i had to pull myself out of bed, fresh up and make the so familiar rotue to raffles place planet fitness…..

argg y must it b on a sat??!!!

anywae, the gym session i can only use 1 word to describ… SIONG!!!!!
did mostly strength training….alot which i nv even see b4 de…

hahah of 1 is working on the side abs which i still hao lian and sae no kick….but after just 2 hours later, the muscles started protesting and ache up……

now i really understand the importance of having a trainer by ur side….but they are damn expensive can~~~
40 sae i spend too much on gym le…hmm which i agree lah but i realli wan to wear tubes and spag again…hahah been so conscious of my figure that i been only wearing clothes with sleeves……and worst part, i have a tanline on my arm le….. *cry*

anywae after the workout, had lunch with my trainer near the gym…hahah there were TCS ppl filming just right outside the gym n we both keep gei siao walk to n fro to catch a glimsp of the artists…..oh..they were Rui En, Julian hee and the ah beng model from NTU…..Julian Hee is really very cute…wat a pity he is gay……

ok proceed on to the book fest after lunch….met unker jim & caker and made our way to EXPO!!!!! damn far loh….y must gov put expo at such a far place??? we wan to keep go oso sian of the journey ok…..

apart from the journey, the book fest was great….chinese books from hk, china, macau, sinagpore, malaysia and my favourite TW!!!!! there are really alot of books….i bought 2 books, caker bought 2 books and i think jim bought 3 books. oh yah….saw jac there too…for the hosting gig….

hmm i still got a lot of books haven finish loh. counting……the most recent ones…plus the ones i borrow from kahong….around 6 books…..not to forget those that i bought ages ago…hahaha i seriously need to stop buying books and i oso need a bookcase…..

events for the evening, meet 40 and ping to metro causeway point….argg imagine the jouney back……but i clever…i took train to tampinese and took 969 straight to woodlands…clever ah ly i am!!!! after having dinner and getting my sports bra….we proceed to……KTBEE!!!!!!!

its been ages since we went la la la…….can imagine how siao me n 40 were…..sing a ling a ling sing a ling a ling!!!!

and we saw ROBIN!!!!! omg!!! he has become much more handsome from the last time i saw him which was in nyp 3 or 4 years ago…..me n 40 keep tao bio him wahahha…

anywae…im not going to the gym tml….cos im still suffering from the body ache!!!!!!

ARGG!!! so many BABIES!!!!

aiyo….today at bin brother bb first month celebration…its practically babies gathering….there are SO MANY kids around….from 1 month old de to i think primary school kids…..

headache can!!!!

i love babies….but i realli cant stand toddlers….best is those less than 3 years old de..ok they are fun…they are cute but anything older, they are a pain…hahah

especially those kids…i oso dunno y the parents nv scold…run ALL around the foodcourt….HELLO!! ppl carrying hot food walking around leh….and those that screams at just the slightest things or when mummy refuses to buy toys..

haiz…i hope my kids in the future better behave…im so not gonna spoil my kids…i believe in PUNISHMENT!!! hahaha

ok lah back to today, bin sister kid, vicky is so so cute…she is onli 4 months old….so chubby can…..fat fat de cant even c her neck and her limbs machiam the lotus like dat rounf n hard….

Wanting (bin cousin) and me

ahaha finally my turn to carry

so~~ ke ai

its been ages since i go out on a saturday afternoon….the norm would be me waking up facing the clock to be 3 or 4pm….then nau til evening then go out.

today i woke up at 11am!!! haha cos i ask xian to wake me up. meeting her to go kino before going to kaixian bb first month. wasnt a planned trip at first…..bin told me he needed to get some shitty work done at work so i planned to go kino myself, grab a book plug in my mp3 and spend the whole afternoon. but xian called me the nite b4 so its a 2-gers outing to the bookstore!!!

i love basking in kino….loads of books….lucky xian like to read oso else she will be bored to death…we went our own waes in kino (xian reads ang mo chey but i read cheena books)….i grabbed a book and started reading….and i finished the whole book just abt bin called me. actually is more of images with words and quotes…i love these books….ok yadda yadda anyway i got myself another book. 追风筝的孩子 by 卡勒德‧胡賽尼 (Khaled Hosseini).

anywae fast forward…..reached KX house….ALOT of ppl can!!!!!! bb was cute…food was ok (cos i was hungry) and started gossipping all over again….i think i just sat at the corner of the corridoor from 6-10pm….sut right??

ok heres some pics for the day:

a pic b4 i go out to meet xian….

at KX corridoor……still beside lift loh…machiam look after lift like dat

ok close up….

4 ever so pretty gers…hahahah

ah ly with 2 mama. can you believe they are actually mum of a son each?? pretty babes!!!!

xian & 40 with jiale…..he is so cute~~

siao!!! i stopped spreeing for a few months and now the hand itchy again….cant resist the temptations hahhaha

join in a few sprees recently….the personalised necklace i rec le…now waiting for my Old Navy and TW bag.

nice?

thats for me

thats for darling…think 1 got buy a green one for him b4….but this time round its in white.

then i got this from a TW bag spree…..nice anot?

argg…i must control myself not to specd so much man!!!!

Haiz…i encountered 2 extreme feelings yesterdae in less than 1 hour!!!

went workout @ gym yesterdae…acc jac get her 1 week trail yadda yadda then after my workout, i saw dat i actually had 4 missed calls from my mama…piangz tot wat happen….call back…

TADA!!!! i was informed that i had strike the 1st prize in 4D!!!!
i buy $1 so 1st prize is supposed to be 2k mah….but ah ly me only strike $83 bucks…..cos its ibet de. hahahahah

but ok lah better than nothing……so on my wae home, i sms 40 n told her im 83 bucks richer.
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then when i reached home, i cant find my keys!!!
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piangz…i searched throught the whole bag…..nothing!!!!

asked preston to help me c if its in the office….NO…..
i think i must have dropped it in the cab when i went out for metting this afternoon….

so i ended up getting a scolding from my mama……she is damn paranoid on locks and keys de loh…..
(my old old house kena break in b4..dats y mama so gan cheong)

so now i have to use the 83 bucks and buy a new lock for the house….i think im left with 50 or so only.

AND I LOST THE KEYCHAIN I GOT IN TW!!!!
WTF!!!

pissed off,